10.30.2005

Seven Things Meme. I got this from the lovely Melanie and the lovely Anna (Betterdaze).

7 Things I Can Do:
1. Sing.
2. Paint.
3. Laugh.
4. Make Clothing (still a beginner).
5. Have an open mind.
6. DO first, think second.
7. Annoy people when I don't think I am .
8. Flirt. (this has got to stop)

7 Things I Cannot Do:
1. Play Guitar (yet).
2. Make stuff out of wood and glass (yet).
3. Wait (anywhere)
4. Communicate well (yet)
5. Song writing (yet).
6. Take myself seriously and believe in myself (yet).
7. Follow rules. (didn't mean to copy).
8. Surf (yet)

7 Things That Attract Me to the Opposite Sex:
1. Charisma (trouble sometimes).
2. Nice Lips.
3. Nice Eyes.
4. Treats me like I am the only person in the room.
5. Being held for long periods of time.
6. Likes to have fun.
7. Good sense of humour.
8. A strong social conscience.
9. Has his own life as well as sharing with mine.
10. Gives me room to be myself and trust going both ways.

7 Things That I Say Most Often:
1. Awesome.
2. How's it going
3. Thank you.
4. Yes, please.
5. Whatever
6. Dude.
7. I love that song!
8. MAAAAN!!

7 Celebrity Crushes:
1. Ethan Hawke. esp on Reality Bites
2. I'll know when I think of them. NOt good with names just faces.

7 Things I Plan to do Before I Die:
1. Be a true artist in every sense of the word.
2. The best Anica that I can be. Always improving myself.
3. Accept myself for who I am.
4. Travel the world and spend months in a country.
5. Speak French and Italian fluently.
6. Learn to surf, play guitar, and have an adventure.
7. Live a enjoyable life and making it a work of art.

7 People I Want to do This: the people who read this.

While reading everybody else blog...

I am thinking about what I need to do...

1. get myself assessed for learning disabilities
2. take a course for starting my own business.
3. Meeting all of my RP friends whom I don't even know so well. But I love them all.
4. Get out of Brampton and own an old house somewhere else (anywhere)
5. Fall in love with the man of my dreams (I have yet to write down a list) just to keep me occupied. Love comes when you least expect it.
6. Have the courage to do what I love to do. Sing and create and being a fashionista. Learn the guitar. Mel, do you offer lessons?
7. Learn to live a little and take real chances on life, not stupid ones.

I get a little whacked out sometimes and lose my focus in the process. I am not as smart as my wonderful friends but I know what I am talking about. I have to believe that there is enough room for everyone to live their dreams, even mine.

My dreams are eating away at my brain... Patience, my dear, patience. I read the blogs that I love and I realize that patience is much harder than it sound. Just saying it the word seems so effortless. Don't be decieved by the sound. Doing the deed is much harder.

Taking myself seriously is what I learned from patience. I need to believe that what I say is good enough for myself and good enough for me to acheive. Give me room to express my goals and actually acheiving them. THis is much harder, because you have to now have courage, lots of it. I got it somewhere in storage need to take that heavy box out. I can do it.

Another result from patience is flirting and going nowhere. Need to stop. I like flirting when there much trust and comfort. I usually flirt to see how far I can go. It hurts too damn much to do this much more. Patience, Patience, Patience.

I have too much love and I need to let it out. All of it. I have to give it to somebody or alot of bodies who want it. I wish I can open my heart and let the light shine to everyone. Pure white light for all to see themselves how beautiful they truly are.

As I said. I can get whacked out. and I don't even drink very much.

I love lilacs and wine. and Jeff Buckley. I want more of those things in life (music, art and love).

I ask a certain favour for all of you. COuld you send me some love and good vibes? I hope it isn't too much to ask.

kisses (platonic)

anica

10.16.2005

A thing to remember me by.

Nothing exciting has happened to me yet so I will do this quiz that I got from Yibbl (sp.)

PERSONAL
1. Nervous habits?
I sometimes pick my zits.
2. Are you double jointed?
Some parts, not others.
3. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes but which way?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?
GRRRR! Now I know I won't be a good interviewer for those job candidates
5. Can you blow spit bubbles?
They break before they become free from me.
6. Can you cross your eyes?
I don't know I can't see myself when I cross my eyes/
7. Tattoos?
My feature: Upcoming tattoos.
8. Piercings?
Naval and two ears pierced.
9. Do you make your bed daily?
Yes.

CLOTHES
10. Which shoe goes on first?
Both but ususally my right.
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?
I can't remember so I guess I haven't
12. On the average, how much money do you carry?
None. I carry a plastic bank account instead
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
Just earrings and naval rign.
14. Favorite piece of clothing?
Nothing at the moment.

FOOD
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Raise it to my mouth and eat it. no lady like way to eat the spaghetti.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam?
Yes, once then never again!
17. Do you use extra salt on your food?
only on freedom (french) fries.
18. How many cereals in your cabinet?
one, cheerios with dried strawberries.
19. What's your favorite beverage?
It was Vanilla Coke and Pepsi but I am liking water more and more!
20. What's your favorite fast food restaurant?
Wendy Smoky Bacon cheeseburgers.
21. Do you cook?
Whenever I have time.

GROOMING
22. How often do you brush your teeth?
Twice a day and three times on Sundays
23. Hair drying method?
Aired in Spring/Summer and early fall then I blow dry the rest of the time.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?
Of course, in many different shades and colours, even tried dying it blonde and it turned out YELLOW.

MANNERS
25. Do you swear?
I have to actually try to.
26. Do you ever spit?
No but people try to spit at me :( .

FAVORITE
27. Animal?
Dogs, athough I would never eat one.
28. Food?
Cheese and pasta.
29. Month?
May because it is warm but not too warm.
30. Day
Friday.
31. Cartoon?
Family Guy. Real and unreal at the same time
32. Shoe brand?
Just do it. Why have shoes?
33. Subject in school?
Art, Music and Languages.
34. Color?
Purple, Orange, Blue and Yellow.
35. Sport?
Hockey esp. Leafs hockey. Yes, I am pathetic.
36. TV shows?
CSI all of them.
37. Thing to do in the spring?
Shop and Paris.
38. Thing to do in the summer?
Shop and Venice
39. Thing to do in the autumn?
Shop and Florida (Disney world).
40. Thing to do in the winter?
Shop and Cancun.

IN AND AROUND
41. In the CD player?
Handel's Messiah
42. Person you talk most on the phone with
Not much of a phone person.
43. Reading?
Not much of a reading person.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows/mirrors?
Only if I am having a bad day.
45. What color is your bedroom?
A very very very light yellow. Almost white
46. Do you use an alarm clock?
Never be a slave to those.
47. Window seat or aisle?
I like windows to check out the scenery but I like aisles so I can chat it up.

DUMB
48. What's your sleeping position?
Tossing and turning.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?
Yes and sometimes that scares me.
50. Do you snore?
I "breathe" loudly.
51. Do you sleepwalk?
Only when I am hungry.
52. Do you talk in your sleep?
I don't really know.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
When there are no pillows to be found.
54. How about with the light on?
When I forget to turn off the light.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?
Yes.
56. Last interesting person you met?
Everybody is interesting.