HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that I haven't been around for a while but... Here I am at my new house, my new life and my new journey. I really am grateful for all my family and friends.
I still need much more work about moving my house but I never thought it was really my house. It was too much work for me to take care of with a full time job and clubs that I have joined.

I will now work on my Toastmaster speech number 7.

Take care. with love.

It's been a while...

I have been very busy. I moved into a new place this past monday... had a confrontation with my folks about it. I feel free, I feel fine and I know I will be accepted and love my new life ahead.

I will write more when I get less stressed.

:hug:

Thanks to edie and alison for their help this dilemma. :lol: but seriously a thank you goes out... Have a great evening and hopefully I will write again tomorrow.

anica out!

I have a question for y'all, HOW DOES ONE GET FRIENDS BLOGS PLUS SOME CHERISHED WEBSITES ON THEIR BLOG SITE. PLEASE AND THANK YOU?

I wish I knew how to get my friends blog onto my homepage

Hi all,

I am glad that everybody at [url="www.radioparadise.com"]Radioparadise[/url] is happy heathy and feeling the good weather of spring. I love spring and as Lexie pointed out in her journal entry, I have an energy or something that is pulling me towards the west with new and vibrant life ahead. I don't know when it will happen for me, but it will.

all my best to you all.

It was kind of hard...

Today was sad...

I hope that you always say I love you to the people that matter and to never take people for granted.

Also to cherish every moment and never waste it. Love what you do and do what you love.

Today has taught me the best lessons of all

Spending the day with my family

Hi I am here today spending a day with my two wonderful cousins. They are doing their best to keep me afloat and to let me know that I am 'cool'. OK so maybe not but the first part is the truth. I hope that I get to be like them. I am inspired by them to chase my dreams of becoming a great photographer. I saw some photos by her and her friend and they are amazing to say the least!

I am glad to be here today! They are awesome!!!

Another interesting day

I had an interesting job. I packed, I did showroom chat with customers and I worked from Tuesday to Saturday.

at 3pm today I was told that I was too slow for the packing job and since I knew I couldn't go any faster, I was laid off.

Anyways, as I wrote before, fear of failing isn't about not doing a good job or being perfect, but not trying and not living life to the fullest. So I am not really sad, I need money, but I know I will find it somehow doing a job I love to do.

Anyways, until another day...

Some sad news

Work today went well but I had a dream that something bad was going to happen. Not bad as in nasty bad but it is bad in a sense that it was coming for a while and now it will happen. Well, something bad did happen, my grandmother 83 passed away today. She has been a great source of inspiration and to always treat somebody well and with respect.

I will write again tomorrow.

:(

Oops

Today is nice but uneventful. So I will post something tomorrow.

This is very interesting from AliThinks and Amber Bambaloo, too.

Accent: You definitely would know I am from Canada
Bra size: When you meet me, you will know
Chore I hate: Putting the clean clothes away, all housework.
Dad’s name: Djuro
Essential makeup: Soap and mascara.
Favourite perfume: Lily or spicy scents
Gold or silver: Neither, I like gems and platinum. I own mosty gold
Hometown: Brampton, ON Can
Interesting Fact: Male Seahorses give birth!
Job Title: TBA
Kids: None
Living arrangements: in a house but will be moving soon.
Mom’s birthplace: Small town in Serbia & Montenegro
Number of apples eaten last week: none
Overnight hospital stays: none. I am lucky
Phobias: Snakes.
Religious affiliation: With God… yes.
Siblings: 1 sister
Time I wake up: 8:00 am
Unnatural hair color: Ronald McDonald red hair.
Vegetable I refuse to eat: I love all vegetable when they are cooked.
Worst habit: Chocolate, Icecream, cookies, fast food, and many other not worth mentioning
X-rays: teeth and head
Yummy food I make: Pastas and desserts.
Zodiac sign: Capricorn in the year of the dog, but I don't really believe in Zodiacs

What a difference a positive ambience makes.

It's me again and let me tell you about my day today. At around this time last night, I felt lower than the ground and throughout the day there was alot of anxiety headaches, anxiety and especially helplessness. I thought about not going to my Toastmasters meeting but I thought to myself: a promise is a promise. So I went and when I didn't finish my speech, I got a warmth and positive energy which is just what I needed. I knew what I was going to do after this; I felt I could conquer the world.

I know I am be alright. There will be problems but I will be able to face them.

I have a problem: fear of failing, this is the worst kind of fear that I wouldn't want anyone else to share. It is always trying to do things perfectly or trying to be the best all the time, failing means not doing well or not able to do things status quo.

I am trying to break my status quo but it is a hard and tough battle but I know I will win. I have to retrain my thoughts to believe that failure isn't doing the things wrong or not being a perfect but the inability to try, inability to do new and exciting things; an inability to live.

I am beating a battle that my parents have and the generations before me, I will do the right things and do the things I would like to achieve.

I will today be proud of myself for getting through a day and taking one step at a time.

Tomorrow I shall return.

Another one of those days

I am off to choir today and it is going to be a see saw of emotions. I love to sing and the social aspect of the choir. I don't like the politics though and there is plenty of this. Such a shame that so much energy is wasted on useless stuff like that. Oh well I am off

I started work today for a upscale woodworking shop and ironically they use MDF and Plexiglass. It was interesting. I packed black square wood blocks and then I packed orders for companies that are selling their stuff. Mara is one very interesting lady as well as Patrick. Both are stunners but they have their heads on their shoulders.

I will write again tomorrow.

p.s. I am quite nervous about my Toastmasters speech number 7 and it will be about colour therapy.