1.31.2006

Rain and vision

I was wondering as I was coming home from my art class last night about rain. Well I notice that when rain splatters on your windsheild, it make pretty pattersn on the windows and when the wiper blades wipe the rain clean there are also very pretty pattern like a dry cracked desert ground which is ironic.

Such pretty patterns can cause you to lose a great deal of focus on what you are supposed to be doing: driving home safely and to look where you are going. A brilliant thought crossed my head and that is: sometimes you have to get past the rain to see where you are going. You have to get past the rain to see what you are supposed to do; that you vision awaits you.

Keep an eye on the road and the sight around you because the rain want you to look at her marvel and she is a marvel but can get you ditched and in harms way very easily.

Rain is a player only if you want her to be.

I think that the rain is for the flowers, plants and vegetables to grow.

This is for 'blue' Michelle for inspiring me to be better everyday.

1.17.2006

Up to Date Update

It has been almost 3 weeks since I wrote to you. I appologize to my adoring fans (j/k) but I am glad to write.

Here is the latest:

I have stopped eating KD and the processed foods. I have also stopped drinking coffee (almost completely, 1 cup every two weeks).

I don't miss these things at all. I am eating fruits, veggies and some protien (cheese, eggs). I am satisfied.

I am taking a course on how to read. See, I have dyslexia and I can't read very well and sometimes when I write I skip lines and I skip words and spell words wrong. SO I am taking a course on how to read by steadying my minds eye.

I will be taking a course on fashion art and sewing at George Brown College. I am taking an art course every Monday nights for the next five weeks.

All this to abolish all forms of boredom. and I will be trying new and crazy things for me to cherish life and to love life.

I drink 8-10 glasses of water daily. and I deserve to succeed.

Alot of incredible things are about to begin and some sad things are about to end.

I just received my CL award in Toastmasters and hopefully complete my AL in the two years.
and receive my DTM in three.

I have been seriously thinking about becoming a tattoo artist. I like the comraderie and the work. The pay isn't too hot but I'll always have something more coming up. This isn't forever type of thing.

I guess that is it for me, for now.

Anica

You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urgesIf someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of storyYou can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kissesA total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

1.02.2006

My New Year's resolutions aren't really resolutions but goals I plan to acheive this year:

1. Lose up to 85 lbs by the end of August.

2. Let go of my past disapointments.

3. Move out of Brampton towards something better and brighter.

4. Not to put up with excuses from others and to let them slide.

5. Make new and rewarding friends.

6. Learn to appreciate myself and others.

7.Not to act so desperate.

I wish everyone a happy new year.